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Name: Stephanie Nicole
Interests: I am so in love with my boyfriend ;; Jeffrey James. He makes me entire life worth living. We've been us since July 16, 2005. Yep, that's almost 3 years. He makes me very happy, and I love him very much. ♥
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Member Since:
9/9/2004
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Attention Readers ::
I have taken this site into much consideration, but I have decided that this site is not for me anymore. This site began as a blog for me to journal out my thoughts... and it began 4 years ago. A LOT has happened through those 4 years and I think it is only fair to start over. SO, without further a-do... I have opened a brand-new quote site, with a brand-new name, brand-new layout, brand-new EVERYTHING! I am very ethusiastic about this site opening and I cannot wait to get it started. Next Sunday is when I will post the very first update with a fantastic batch of quotes and icons. Something that is also brand-new with this site is the email function ;; I have created an email account for all of my viewers to send me their favorite quotes, icons, etc. that I will then use when I post new stuff! How exciting is that?!! (( credit will be given to those who provide their Xanga usernames )) You're probably wondering what this wonderful site's name is, am I right?
hollywoodxstudio
So go check it out and subscribe/comment if you want to. I am not requiring a set amount of anything for this site to open, as this annoys me. But plan on the first update being on Sunday! YEY! Also, I previously told you that I will be partnering up with Ava from ocean_paradise_quotes to form a new quote site for all of xanga to view. This is still true and the plans have not changed. Both sites will still get the amount of attention needed and deserved to succeed on Xanga. If you have any thoughts on anything, please feel free to share them. Thank you for such a great run on Xanga with this site and for the 538 subscribers that I have. I am hoping that the lot of you will subscribe to my new site to stay updated with me. I hope to see you there! stephanicole NEW UPDATE BELOW THIS!
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e fI want to stay as close to the edge as I can without going over. Out on the edge, you see all kinds of things you can't see from the center.  
You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent, and vulnerable state. They breathe as though the weight of the world lies on anyone’s shoulder but their own. You smile, kiss their face in the gentlest manner so as not to wake them. You turn back around and involuntarily a grin forms on your own face. You feel an arm wrap around your waist, and you know it doesn't get any better than this. Will you take me places I've never gone? Things happen, you know? Things happen, and you can't make them un-happen. You don't get do-overs, you can't roll back the clock, and the only thing you can change, and the only thing it does any good to worry about, is how you let them affect you.  
One of the worst feelings in the world is having to doubt something you thought was unquestionable. there are things we easily forget. people we think are easily replaceable. relationships we throw away because we think it's not worth our time and effort. and then there are those that we can't let go at all, no matter how bad the memories were. we hang on to them because when all is said and done, when people finally left and relationships weaken, memories are all we would ever have.  
you spend so much time wondering who you are, don't you think? you flounder about searching for your identity when most of the time it is as plain as the nose on your face. you struggle with the questions of purpose and need, and forget the answers are found mostly in yourself. it's going to get the best of you ;; it's going to lift you up and let you down. it will defeat you, then teach you to get back up.  
You can't get over the heartbreak until you let yourself feel it. Don’t tell me that time heals everything. There has been a hole in the Ozone for years. 
He asked, "Are you sad?" And she was quiet, hesitant, unlike herself -- until she shakily shook her head 'yes'. And he said nothing, but ran his hands up her back and turned her to face him, pressing his nose against hers, looking softly, hardly breathing, understanding, not knowing, not even loving, just comprehension ;; comprehension of what she needed ;; The hands that brushed her spine and the hair out of her face, the pressure of his body and the fact that just then, he was her friend. And she felt more than his skin and he more than hers, and he held her like he held the world.  
But to me, you're all I need to chase the pain away. You're like a gorgeous rainbow that follows the rainy days. memories were fine, but you couldn't touch them, smell them, or hold them. they were never exactly as the moment had been, and they faded with time. e f
 Do you find this picture funny?
Haha, yeah. I think it's hilarious. I found it on Bumper Sticker on FaceBook. ...I'm so addicted to FaceBook it's not really funny. :)
*I am always looking for new sisters // affiliates. So please ask.*
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The brutal truth is you just gotta wake up and look around. We are not in 3rd grade anymore and your heros, your angels -- whatever you want to call them -- well, they can't save you for much longer. 
The fact is, we're not little anymore. We think about sex and drugs. We do shit we know we are not supposed to do, but we do them anyway. If you take a second to look around at the world we live in now, you would not be so suprised by what I, you, and everyone around us have come to be. 
The trick to life is to know where, when, and what promises to break. 
You don't really understand human nature unless you know why a child on a merry-go-round will wave to his parents every time around and why his parents will always wave back. 
I hope that someday, somebody wants to hold you for twenty minutes straight, and that's all they do. They don't pull away. They don't look back at your face; they don't try to kiss you. All they do is wrap you up in their arms, without an ounce of selfishness in it.
-- Waitress -- 
I want to be the girl who changed everything. The girl that made a difference and made you tell a totally different story. 
Someone is waiting. Someone who understands exactly how you feel. Someone is dreaming. Someone is hoping just that this would be the day that you take your eyes off the ground and out of the blue, see that someone is looking right back at you. Maybe that someone's me. 
If you didn't have pain, you wouldn't know what good felt like. 
I asked you what it feels like to love, break, and die all in the same breath. You said, "It’s like walking with the silence in December while a million hearts explode within your chest, but you don't care enough to feel it." 
She's got a past that she hasn't gotten over yet. Each day is like the last and she misses what she can't forget. It's just an empty space where something used to be. Now she guards the gate, but she's lost the key. So no one enters, but no one leaves. 
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What is your favorite song RIGHT NOW? What is your favorite ALL TIME song?
Right now my favorite song is (( Red - Breathe Into Me )). My all time favorite song is (( Trapt - Echo )).
*I am always looking for new sisters // affiliates. So please ask.*
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Cute Things Kids Say About Moms
--answers given by elementary school age children--
Why did God make mothers?
1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape it.
2. Mostly to clean the house.
3. To help us out of there when we are getting born. How did God make mothers?
1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us.
2. Magic, plus superpowers. And a lot of stirring.
3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of?
1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world, and one dab of mean.
2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other Mom?
1. We're related.
2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your Mom?
1. My Mom has always been my Mom and none of that other stuff.
2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my guess would be pretty bossy.
3. They say she used to be nice. What did Mom need to know about Dad before she married him?
1. His last name.
2. She had to know his background. Like is he a crook? Does he get drunk on beer?
3. Does he make at least $800 a year? Did he says NO to drugs and YES to chores? Why did your Mom marry your Dad?
1. My Dad makes the best spaghetti in the world. And my Mom eats a lot.
2. She got too old to do anything else with him.
3. My grandma says that Mom didn't have her thinking cap on. Who's the boss at your house?
1. Mom doesn't want to be boss, but she has to because Dad's such a goof ball.
2. Mom. You can tell by room inspection. She sees the stuff under the bed.
3. I guess Mom is, but only because she has a lot more to do than Dad. What's the difference between Moms and Dads?
1. Moms work at work and work at home, and Dad's just go to work at work.
2. Moms know how to talk to teachers without scaring them.
3. Dads are taller and stronger, but Moms have all the real power because that's who you go to ask if you want to sleep over at your friend's.
4. Moms have magic. They make you feel better without medicine. What does your Mom do in her spare time?
1. Mothers don't do spare time.
2. To hear her tell it, she pays bills all day long. What would it take to make your Mom perfect?
1. On the inside she's already perfect. Outside, I think some kind of plastic surgery.
2. Diet. You know, her hair. I'd diet, maybe blue. If you could change one thing about your Mom, what would it be?
1. She has this weird thing about me keeping my room clean. I'd get rid of that.
2. Id' make my Mom smarter. Then she would know it was my sister who did it and not me.
3. I would like for her to get rid of t hose invisible eyes on her back.
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